Collection Cells Self-Portrait series from Nicky Gabris

Cells Self-Portrait series

The initial piece in this collection, entitled "Self Portrait (Grief)", was brought to life in 2017. Drawing inspiration from the cellular structure of ovaries, it was created as a response to a series of early miscarriages experienced by the artist. At the time of its conception, the artist's life was fraught with stress stemming from both work and a now-dissolved marriage. While deeply personal, this piece was not created until after the birth of the artist's two children, following a period of intense introspection. Following this, "Self Portrait (Guilt)" was created. Conceived after the artist had relocated with their children, this piece captures a sense of profound self-loathing and hatred for the dissolution of their marriage. The artist felt judged by those around them and struggled with PTSD. Despite the toxic nature of the relationship they had left behind, the artist felt guilty for depriving their children of the stability provided by two parents. Lastly, "Self Portrait (Order)" was created as a final visual reflection on this tumultuous period in the artist's life. By this point, the artist had determined that this chapter in their life was drawing to a close, and a new one was beginning. While each day remained a challenge, the passage of time had brought with it some relief. This piece marks the artist's move towards accepting the present and relinquishing their fixation on a projected future. It served as an end to the shame and scrutiny they had previously felt.

Cells Self-Portrait series

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Cells Self-Portrait series

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Self-Portrait (Grief)